Talk about being Pseudo-Occupied!

I let myself be captured in this deserted room instead of lying lazily in my bed at home. Summer will be ending soon and yet, I have not enjoyed so much as far as the word “vacation” is involved. Or haven’t I? I don’t think so. In fact, I let myself be buried with many organizational concerns. Uh-uh, damn right. Talk about being pseudo-occupied!

Yes, despite the sleepless nights, endless drafting of project proposals (and revisions!), board meetings, travels for community services and leadership trainings, volunteer opportunities I have been to, competition and the like, I still reckon my existence as “empty” - too strong a word that it could depict my being sentimental at times.

Empty? Could this be really me talking about emptiness? I surmise classmates and friends would hastily react upon reading my blog. No, pardon me but I just can’t help but to think out loud. Perhaps, my involvement to organizations cannot just fill me in, completely. Not even being in an almost-perfect-family or being surrounded with good people.

Sigh